i mean to participate.  i will make an effort. 
i will never forget how certain efforts have nearly destroyed me. 


it may not keep getting worse.  funny to say that, somebody was hiding there.

i compromise. it gets to a point where i fall out the back, though.


it is among geese that geese become geese.  they all move at once, while each feels it’s his individual movement that echoes in every direction.  no sooner is flight felt it becomes universal.
separated, the geese are wrong; perhaps for deceit.  that is why the world then turns against them.